Today Miles and I will be taking all of the kittens to a no kill shelter. I would like to keep Toots and possibly find a home for her myself (or just keeping her would be great), but I doubt he'll let me. Which is sad.
I will be glad to get rid of most of them just because of the mess they cause, but I will miss them. The house will seem very empty without all of them. But it will also stay cleaner longer.
As weird as it my sound pray for me, just pray I won't lose it and start crying when we give them away. Giving away these kittens is like giving away my kids. I've watched them grow, I've taken care of them, I was there when they were born, etc. It'll be difficult.