Don't think that I don't care about baby's health just because it isn't in all caps. I care, I definitely do, but I believe that God is going to give us a healthy baby so I've chosen not to worry about that. Now the baby's gender is a little more tricky than trusting that it will be a certain gender. So that's why I'm a little more excited about that.
Now as you I'm sure all know by now we are hoping for a girl, BUT a healthy baby (girl or boy) is a blessing. In other words we won't love it more if it's a girl. A boy just wouldn't be what we expected.
So tomorrow we will finally know one way or the other and I can start getting the nursery together, cleaning the baby's clothes, etc. I cannot wait to get everything done and to have that baby in my arms! Of course that's going to be a while and I'm sure that wait will feel WAY longer than the wait for the 2nd trimester u/s. I CAN DO IT! Lol. I just have to keep reminding myself that I can.