Every birthday..

So I found out who all is coming to my birthday party, but not where it is. And well, every birthday has it down falls. I wish my family could be there, my siblings, my dad and step-mom,.... I know that's not possible, plus I don't really do good opening presents and being the center of attention in a 'big' group. Which there's what 2, 2, 2, 2, 4,... so what 12? Which isn't huge, but still makes me uncomfortable. I just have my preferences and... Well, it is what it is. I'll put on my smile and make the best out of it, which I'm sure will be fine. My mom and husband are pretty good at planning things so ... I'm gonna shut up now.